Each have our story ... My story: Born into a poor family ... and at 6 months after birth with my mother neavind what to feed me in the cradle of abandoned children (Orphanage) ...I know there could hate, indifference, brutality unuor foreign people ...On the day I realized that I am alone in the world and the place in which I am not mine ... one thousand.I was able to get over sadness with just a simple smile on the lips but the soul was totally destroyed.At 6 years of age I was taken into an orphanage with children between 6 and 20 years ...Strange is that children suffer abuse from all points of view from the highest ...Do not you have anything else than to run in the world or you can chear black thoughts (suicide).Yet is less taken with the unknown and I went on Passing through many moments of anxiety and sadness, there is a line of cintare: So my days are a good ten bad but I just had bad days ...It was after the law and she was one of Law Zunglei: Who is stronger beat, living under the law children were often victims abused by young people in higher Children ...One of the programs of the Center to train American military base in Iraq ... it could be because the day was kind of like saying you're chased by a jail guards isolated four walls.While the holiday at 8 o'clock this morning was waking up, like now when I see .. the door is opened from a blow in the wind cold walls of the room, with a voice full of aspra and tonality is a young zicind: Number up to 10 who is not dressed, the bed is not made and is not aligned in a row in the column is dead indien ...Quickly as we wake up from a shotgun and try to beat the record in this young countdown ...Unfortunately not everyone got to fulfill the mission of this young man to get this bag in the punches of boxing and legs like a football line After we all went in the bedroom in the bedroom, to make up the summit was ... arrange for beds mari.La the 9 o'clock was breakfast, I was notified of a power ring ...In the first courtyard of buildings in a row we align Indian classes, get class 1 to class until the 11th of ... Dinning was great, so incites fit 100 persoane.Micul Breakfast consists of 2 slices of pate and bread, margarine or butter with a cup of tea burnt sugar ... After finishing breakfast ... out in the yard and play ...When guys the biggest tire call us in the garden where it was arranged a football field and compel us to fight hand in hand with the other children, no more we climb the bar from the gate in a cardboard box and let us fall down on the cement.They were fun to us a chin ... Very often we send our money to get through the city begging, or work on ...When we are feeling free I was called by a child ... sent a larger boy to wash some jeans, socks or even intimate acestuia.Culmea was lengeria not get soap or Dero to wash clothes but was forced to wash them with what they do not care ...And how we could able to spalam.La 13 hour lunch that is served in a tureen of soup and two kinds not remember dessert that he not eat in November forced to find the biggest fear to get their so I could not eat dessert ...After twelve o'clock I was taken to the bedroom to sleep till 16 o'clock before we get to bed put a stick in the palm or a fist in front, called a young Voie of Sleep ...Children are not new Ardea sleeping so we play in the bedroom without the young man know that we check in 30 of 30 minute.Pe when entering the door remains dumbfounded by the horror Gindul we expect a fight like thieves in the cai.In days was no day to be tormented by the highest in young Children.During rainy outside for us children was a real nightmare, it really was the most clipe.In sad to watch while we are placed to make frectie, whether they sit with us as we back seat of ...When the film was very important to us up front on a palm or a fist in the back, very often we face and spit on us and udau water passed ... seems very difficult time, a clock we seem 2 hours. .. Suddenly you wake up you're invited to the boxing ring ..A big well done lad in need of guard boxing bags and we were the only solution for him ... All styles of film schemes with nigea sees this as they sometimes do under the mustache, but when we next take up the floor or wall ...Pain, yelling and sighing shall auzeau in tears this time ... they had to raise awareness of these young heart just ready to do evil.Call bell mass at 19, the club until the court had to go down some concrete stairs, never dropped le.am normal, because we gather lots and push us up the stairs ... The bottom row where we sit down in our row Indian call a young man and we asked some of the dinner in case we should expect a beating so painful ... I flaminzi overnight stay is required to feed us with green onions, potatoes cruel or what was the Our garden neighbor ...We At 20 was when I was taken to extinguish the bedroom, in intimate lengeria expect a huge hall to wash us up ...May had the opportunity to go on television, but the biggest fear we needed new movies ... to sleep well until we call these guys and get more sent to steal apples or what you miri ...Summit that was where we sent them was a dog, but not interested in them if they fly at night ... are back with apples and smuggle stolen fuge where I looked outside and starry sky with tears in my eyes cried my mother .. .Like me sick of this life, and when you get shoes, the largest youth us stealing, barefoot on the cold or rain was the only way to get more out ...Winter Holidays for us the smaller children did not exist because it bucks the wandering was forced to give Ingetam ... and crying along with other children and to make us hide in warm sty ...Not something I wanted to die and then so I did ... I took a dose of drugs and I was taken to the hospital with urgent rescue.I intrenat 2 weeks after I was again in Children ... I tried to run in the world, but we could go, it hurt my feet too, in the end the police found me and brought me back orphanage in ...Now lately, but I heard the current emo, I looked at each aminunt of my life and I realized that I'm a Emotional, and that what they really are a child of the current lost a son who was brought into the family real emo ... Do not blame anyone and do not oblige anyone to follow my example, but I know one thing: Current EMO for me is all I have ...
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